Jujumama

Wow!  What a Friday Night! Seduction, Bliss, Love Tremors, Hot Photos MORE!  All in a days work for da JujuMama!

I attended an event Friday – The Celebrity Chocolate Affair at the Four Seasons. I had to go there because I wanted to meet my potential photographer…for the first time.

Upon arrival I was transported into the energy of elegant, sexy, fabulous!  Chocolate swirled through fountains, aqueducts and into the tiny creations from the world’s best chocolate chefs.  The attendants offered fine wine, warm brandy and of course all the chocolate you can eat…

The night before had been BLISS as I explained in the post: Smart Men (below).  So I had no idea that the following evening get even better!

After networking with Atlanta’s rich and famous (das me) I met the man who I was depending on to make me a hot, sexy DIVA in the form of luscious photos for my website.  So I asked the man, “how do women appear so beautiful in photo’s, is it the photographer or the woman?”. He proceeded to tell me that if the woman has an attraction to the photographer, she will more likely deliver the sexy qualities found in the world’s most classy and sensual images!

OK – hint hint hint.  I was like, OK…

So this man is basically seducing me, telling me that in order to get the shots I wanted, I’d have to fall madly in love with him – HA!  Anyway, after a few glasses of world-class wine, and a plethora of Chocolate treats, I was easily swayed into the FLOW of allowing this professional relationship to simmer a bit.  I turned up the heat and fell in line with the needed energy…convincing myself to allow this.

So of course he did not fail to mention how gorgeous I am…LOL!  He told me the beauty residing in all parts of my physical and spiritual awareness that I had known, but had never dared say out loud.  Once he had me NICE, he took out the camera and began flashing pictures of me causing other guests at the event to ask themselves “who the fuck is that?”

Feeling high, I took my first attempt at loving this man.  That was really too easy for me.  I LOVE all men!  Men are a fabulous species; so no problem, here I went into full diva mode to please him.  First tries can be daunting, especially for a girl like me who has never had a real photo shoot with a real photographer.  But we turned out a nice round of first shots, even better were the feelings percolating around this man who had persuaded me to meet my objectives by loving his artistic self…LOL!

I found myself whisked away from the event after all the guests except me and photo man had departed.  The empty hall with elegant hard wood, a cool piano man and a chocolate buffet still alive with sweet desire, was like the most romantic place in the world to sit and talk.  What seems like minutes, but was actually hours, had passed and so we took on another location to complete this ‘meeting’.

Atlanta night life is no joke. At 2:00 AM one easily swings to cool spots where tables full of patrons eat elegant foods and sip expensive drinks practically all night!  I found myself dining with Mr. Lovahman into the morning hours at just such a joint.  Eyes were like sizzling by now, with the music and seductive lights, I couldn’t see my thoughts anymore.  A good thing!  The night before had been so riddled with those pesky critters.  I felt my heart center itself for the arrival of even more Bliss.  How can life be so good?

Phase three was the kicker. I wanted more pics, he wanted me to see come up to his ‘loft’ home in downtown Atlanta – perfect synergy!  At 3:30 am, who cares, I mean really?  Walking outside of time we went there.  I certainly was walking uncharted territory.  As a married girl with three kids, and having been a devoted, stay-at-home mom for all these years, studying science like yoga, meditation, ritual, trance, higher consciousness and subsequently teaching this art to those who cared to know… Also loving my husband in devoted fashion (learned from Cosby Show) and knowing that the sacrifice of loving ONLY him forever was my plight, I was clearly entering a bold new world of glamour and trendy passion.  This is a world I had dreamed of, I suppose.  To live within the high vibration I had cultivated and bring this level of consciousness to these settings suited me well.  I flowed right into the image created… I felt safe, attractive, evolved, spiritual, swanky, chic and whole all in the same moment.

He had a man place. His place was a nice sized loft with loads of large, blown up photos he had taken on the cement walls.  Just a bed, a Mac and a few couches…very nice. What were we doing here again?  Oh yes, pictures.  Damn, it was getting kinda hard to focus here on the 11th floor, looking out at city lights and seeing in the peripheral view that cozy, warm bed.  At 4:00 AM, its like a little interesting to ignore a mesmerizing bed and his seductive glances…  But on to the photos…what would I wear?

I asked him if he had a T-Shirt.  Maybe getting out of my dress and into a more authentic look – plain white T-shirt and boy shorts, would be the move.  Removing the dress messed my hair and applying the T-shirt completed the job.  My hair was all in my face when I asked him if he was ready to take a few shots.  WOW, damn you are beautiful!  He said again.  This man was really like gushing on this casual look.  Flattery goes a long way with women.  I started getting a little flustered trying to stay centered in the purpose of this ‘visit’.  But I did like those arms…

The photos took place in the dark at first.  As I posed, the only light came from the flash of the camera highlighting various looks I created from something deep within – my attraction to the photographer was working, the looks were sexier than the ones we’d taken earlier.  The feel was swanky and hot and moist and intimate and BAD GIRL divaish… ummmm YES!  This was getting a little like open.  I was open.  I was feeling a little like, naughty.

I loved the shots because I want my website to reflect the real me, the images I create here would be perfect for the new set up on-line – not to mention a new Facebook and Twitter image.  When the entire world is judging whether or not to follow you or friend you based on an image – you gotta give FACE baby!  I am into marketing and so I know that the power of the image is not simply ‘Vanity’.  The image draws the spirit and reflects the spirit of it’s captive.  SO I put the spirit and energy I have for all my wonderful work with JujuMama, the women who’s lives I support the transformation of, the  Law of Attraction , and sexy manifestation into this set…

I moved in the dark to find places to erect my Goddess look.  The bed was so soft and it called my name (swear to God!) so I tried posing there…Manifest Sexy!  Next thing I know I am bringing back those back bends, arches and beautiful full bodied movements I had learned as a gymnast in Detroit growing up.  The images highlighted Burgundy lips, hips, stark Burgundy finger nails and skin.  These pictures were fabulous.  (Coming soon to a JujuMama Website near you!)

With the room spinning like dis, I just had to lie back on the bed.  Tired and high with laughter and smiles and joy and Bliss just from the focus on being beautiful, just from the FOCUS on being beautiful – did you hear that?  (Try that at home).  I needed to be touched.  Is this a remedy for low-libido women?  Get a sexy photographer to take some sexy pictures and then get high on the movement of yourself and fall backwards into the oblivion of your photographer’s bed and allow the energy to bum rush you like a midnight train in Georgia?  Well, that’s what happened to me, and I was like loving it – I think?

A year ago I would not believe this story.  All I do is work, babysit, clean, cook and work and I love ONE man.  ONE!  Never in my wildest dreams would I conceive of actually buying a pick-up line from a photographer that ended up being a spiritual prescription for raising my vibration into full BLISS that I actually embody!  That bed WAS soft and those arms WERE fabulous and this life IS good and my husband IS right.  This is heaven.

I cannot say that I opened completely to this man.  My old logic says ‘good girls don’t’.  By the way, please do not teach your daughters that bullshit.  I want my girl, yes I have an 8 year old, to know her beauty, to know her power, to know the real essence of spiritual power itself – sensual bliss raises the Kundalini when properly channeled and creates perfect health in the mind/body/spirit apparatus.  Sure I show her that proper diet (Vegan 10 years), meditation (daily with kids), exercise and spiritual grounding are all parts of that, but so is THIS.  My GOD!  So is this…

So I’m like frothing over with Joy receiving the damned message of a lifetime! I can’t like gain a sense of where my body ends and the loft, city and him begin.  I feel like a Goddess filtering through thoughts, channeling this profoundly powerful energy into my creations.  I give a little of this Bliss to my book and life as an author, I share a tad with my children and synergize their development, I toss some to my marriage and thinking about how very much I love my husband (something my photographer friend and I talked about extensively) and I emited some forth to Source itself – thank you Goddess for sharing your power with me!  Me?

Oh yes, me, here where I am with myself – my photographer self – another aspect of the ONENESS that is me.  That me…

That me was like all over me and I felt like that me was loving me more than I could ever love me and I felt like the essence of that me needed me to know myself – more – and I knew that the perceived risk of loving that me was less important than actual act of loving that me and I felt like there was nothing between that me and myself and I loved the moment of reuniting with myself and so I felt whole…

The evening seemed to melt into the sidewalk where he, that me, walked me back to the car.  Still having tremors of Bliss and showing it, I always get real with the me’s who love me, I tell them all about the ways the energy they helped us create is all over me attacking the old parts of me with healing love and causing tremors in my entire body.  Men appreciate knowing that their own essence, the essence of God itself is so powerful.  And it IS when we put our Bliss forward to receive the proper effect…

But this was trouble man, how was I going to drive with these tremors and how was I going to wake in the morning, well, the time was 5:45 AM, how was I going to wake in the latter morning and synergize this experience into my life and housewife, mother and Diva?  How?

It was effortless, the tremors of love stayed with me as my personal trainer kicked my ass Saturday at the gym;  With me as I told my king of a husband every detail of the night as he smiled and held me and loved me knowing that he’s raised me to this level of perfect union.  The feeling remained as I received a facial, an ionic foot bath and colonic with Madison at the fabulous YourDay Spa in Buckhead.  The feeling remained as I went to dinner with my hubby and kids and saw the Chinese waiter who reminded me of Tantra somehow…

It remains even now as that me is inviting me back home, of course, and back to the bounty of bliss that I deserve and desire.  Remains as I post this post of higher love, this message to you.  The moral to this story?  You are the creator of life.  No single individual on this planet can tell you what it is that you need to know.  The answers to your longing is within and there is nothing wrong with longing as it is Universe itself in search of all experiences through you my darling.  My love and my life are filled with newness that even as I create, I could never have possibly anticipated…Follow your Bliss my love.

Blessings to you and thanks for reading JujuMama – Manifest Sexy!

(Dad, thank you for teaching me to write…I love you!  What a profound freedom this is!)

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