Archive for May, 2009
“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality Read the rest of this entry »

My Twitter friend from New York – a very sexy and wonderful writer and blogger – read my post Why I am So Angry a few days ago. He actually told me that I hadn’t gotten to the real point of how I was actually feeling inside. He said I was holding back and holding out on ya’ll, maybe on myself as well! Finally, he asked me to write him and tell him the real deal about how I am feeling or was feeling… about sexual intimacy and my issues with the feelings I am having as a woman in a world of sexual guilt and shame!
He is right, he is so smart and beautiful, he is my oracle. Since I have been doing this Tantra work and opening to love and sharing new experiences with my husband and others, I have found that the mind and soul want more and more – it’s almost as if spiritual cultivation and massive opening lead to more and more desire for deeper and deeper opening… Domino Effect!
So I wrote a poem about it. I sent the poem to my NYC oracle in email. It is personal, but you know I share my heart with you on this blog. I share because I want you to know that you know you are not alone… If you feel me, comment.

JujuMama LOVES poems, articles and comments from readers! Please send me your stuff mail@jujumama.com
Thanks Queen Pandora for this poem called – Ownership! Fabulous! Enjoy!
We had fun on this call! We discussed the fact that going too long without touch makes you A Sexual! LOL! It’s true – It goes for men and women alike! We all need – Human Beings Need – Quality Touch on a regular! We also talked about the importance of Read the rest of this entry »

Well, as you know your JujuMama has been really busy lately! AND ~ I just realized that I am one angry Bitch! LOL! Just kidding… But, I used to think of myself as calm, relaxed, intuitive, spiritual and wise. Hopefully this recent anger I uncovered does not usurp my “good” stuff… I can’t freaking believe this myself! Amazing…
I think that this anger has been for years covered over and so I did not even know it was bubbling just beneath the surface. But luckily I do loads of work on myself, EFT, Tantra, Lacing so almost daily I am digging to uncover my grace. I am going to tell you about this inner RAGE in hopes that you can offer a hand in helping me settle myself. This new discovery is making me think that more women must feel this way, maybe you too have buried the RAGE beneath the surface…?
I realized this latent RAGE when this weekend my husband and I took a little get-away together. We actually found ourselves floating on a swing in the park near a beautiful river talking, yes, talking for the first time in months! I mean, we talk every day, but not on a wooden swing near a lake with no kids shouting that the dogs have run away and are now biting the neighbors – we could be sued! And certainly not without cell phones, house phones, Internet, iPods, kids, dogs, housekeepers, assistants, clients and friends…
But here at the river, we became blissfully and sensually intimate in our discussion and for heaven’s sake, I let it all out!

OK – So what is the deal people? Can someone help me understand when we are going to get rid of this dated concept of manipulation. I mean, this one went out with corsets (well, corsets are sexy, except when they break your ribs). Let’s see, this one went out with ceramic shingles (well, those are sort of elegant). OK fine, this one went out with the concept of BLAME. Nothing pretty about blaming someone else for any part of your life right?
Same senselessness in choosing to believe in another dying paradigm – Manipulation. SO we’re gonna look at this because we have to. Men and women alike are afraid to be called a manipulator. Yet, we want to master the Law of Attraction, we want to become Creators of our lives. But, the two concepts do not fit together ~ manifestation and manipulation. Blame is the essence of manipulation. If someone is “manipulating” another or (heaven forbid) manipulating you, then you do not believe that you create your life. You in fact believe in the concept of blame… right?
No one is doing anything to us. We are creating everything for ourselves. AND, when we ladies put on that feminine energy and shine it into the world, we are not ‘doing anything’ to anyone, we are simply using our natural talent to manifest our desires quickly and easily! Feminine magnetism is MAGICAL!
How can we think that working magic in our lives to create what we desire can be a form of manipulation? Come now.

Back To Ancient Roots. Make me your Cleopatra tonight. I infinitely open to Nile waters, rising…
This lovely collection of 40 artistic Bras came from the Quilters of South Carolina Company. See Link Below..
Enjoy the craft Bra collection. MORE PICTURES BELOW. CLICK THE LINK to READ MORE!!! Manifest Sexy ~ Names! Over 12 lovely craft bras! What would you name them and which is your favorite? Enjoy!

Why is there is a certain embarrassment or even shame that is connected with sexual dysfunction? No one would be ashamed to have, for example, a liver or heart dysfunction. One would be sad but not embarrassed and one would immediately ask a professional for help. Read the rest of this entry »

Wordpress made me a complete man this weekend! I have to dance to release the weight of the profound focus it took to get things working on this blog so far. I’m dancing now, do join me, my twitter friend @girlosophy sent me this – ♫ http://blip.fm/~61h09 – Take a listen and dance yourself back into womanhood, I did! (The link doesn’t work, you see? WTF? I have to fix it…Blip to Blog is not like Blip to Twitter? OMG)
Do you know what I mean by feeling like wordpress made me into a man? No? Well, I mean a few things… You may call me an anti-feminist but I do not care! Sorry. I have to tell my truth, right?
Men are good at single focus and/or heavily physical activities such as, hunting, jogging, fishing, bomb detention, welding, and of course wordpress! I mean sitting, focused on all these little pieces and parts of this one thing for hours at a time ~ OMG ~ I think I am feeling another hair growing on my chest!
⍟Juicy June – Hot Moon Manifestation ⍟
Juicy June | Moon Manifestation Camp – Eventbrite
I think you deserve a Juicy June! I am definitely preparing for one! Its time to get beyond the mind and break the old habits! Practice some Moon Magic with JujuMama! Yes, you can easily Read the rest of this entry »
